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This would have nvr happened at the first place if you didn't start the problem.

Irresponsible people that tries to fix the problem. too late.

Productive Weekend! :D

Finally had one hell of a productive weekend in a healthy way :D
After so long, i've finally had a chance to have a proper session of basketball T_T

i've never thought I would wear long sleeves and pants for a bball session. its a #onlyinuk type of thing. HAHAHAHA.

And I made another trip down to Leamington Spa for my last session of Lantern Workshop as a volunteer yesterday!

Problem is i've wasted my weekend on playing, when will I be able to finish my my research proposal which is due on wednesday T_T

I want to submit it ASAP and enjoy my HOLIDAYYYYYYYY. holiday mood is officially ON. :D

TRAVEL TRAVEL TRAVEL. :D

and I miss the sea SO BAD right now T_T

Le poor white myvi accident again. Just after it got fixed from my previous accident. It's a bad year for me and my car. le sigh T_T

But bcause of that i've finally had a chance to see my KIKI on screen after 3 months! she's still fat like a big fat ball of fur. hahahaha. :D

And why is everyone so curious bout my past relationship. especially those that have nvr been in a relationship before. Didn't anyone teach you not to talk about the past? especially a relationship that didn't last forever? LOL.
Although i'm totally OK to talk about it. But it always feels weird having the need to talk about it. Especially when i've just met these bunch of people for like 3 months?

such a random post with a bit of everything that happened last weekend. :D

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I've come to realize that people like pouring their secrets to me.

Even with people i've just met. But why? 

I'm learning about myself everyday. LOL! Apparently I don't look approachable when people first see me. But isn't that how all introverts look or feel like? ._.

And when people get to know be better, they tend to pour out their secrets to me. Not like its something big but I wouldn't share my secrets to someone i've just met for less than a month. Sometimes not even if we've met for years xD

I guess that's just how extrovert's are. xD Either way, i'm glad that i've met good people in UK. At least for now I think their good. They are a bunch of people that I can get comfortable with! 

I've been doing lots of stuff I normally don't do in Malaysia. And tbh if it wasn't that boring here, I probably still wouldn't attend so often. hahaha

Yesterday though, was enjoyable! To the extend where I'm close to losing my voice. LOL. It was ridiculously hyper yesterday for stupid reasons xD

Couple of my friends and family back in Malaysia have been worried bout me hanging out with a bunch of boys that i've just met which is understandable. But I'm fine, if I really hint something bad, I'll back off immediately! :)

And to the person that randomly pop's up on my whatsapp once in a blue moon and all of the sudden worries bout my health. Thank you and don't worry. I'll take care of myself! 

I really hope you find someone right for you and make ur parents proud! No pressure! :)

 I don't even know why i'm typing it here knowing these people wouldn't even read it. HAHA.

Life Lessons

I've come to learn a lot about life for the past few days but yet to understand the true meaning of friendship.

Friendship can be tested easily in many different ways and its up to one and another to adjust and adapt to maintain that friendship. ;)

Which is why i always leave a gap between my friendship, to be in the safe zone and provide myself space to improvise. :)

I've also reconfirmed myself that I can never be with someone that is too tacky! I love having a "zone" where I can be alone!
And I always appreciate people who respects my "zone" and back off when I need them too!
It's not always about being there for a the person anytime, its about being there for them when they NEED you to. :)

Is it really fate?

A lot has been telling me but i refused to believe it until my mom put down the same statement. It really made me question myself.

I've heard that I have some sort of fate in meeting with lots of guy. Apparently it seems that i'm always seen surrounded with guys.

It never really felt that way tbh. I'm just much more comfortable hanging out with guys compared to girls because most of the time, they are less complicated to deal with. Girls tends to create lots of unnecessary issues. YES. i too do that sometimes. ._.

But A LOT of my friends think that I have some sort of fate with guys. Apparently its so obvious that my even my mom felt it. ._______.

I was shocked when she told me that. I literally just shut up for like 10 sec and thought about it. LOL.

And she followed with the boyfriend question. If i really do have some fate with guys, it basically means that i'm always being friend zone, or I have a bad personality, or i'm naturally rejecting guys with my personality without even knowing, etc.............

Do I really have fate with guy? Do I really have lots of guy friends? ._.
I've seen many others with much more guy friends than I have though............. -.-

A New Beginning

Officially living life in UK! Not sure whether I love it at the moment but its manageable! :)

Its definitely less stress studying in UK compared to Malaysia. We're only allowed to take 3-4 subjects per semester not like in Malaysia it was compulsory to pick 6 subjects per semester. But then again, i realize we learn much more in Malaysia compared to UK although some of them might be unnecessary in the future. xD

Finally have the taste of my final year project and omg its scaaaary. I still can't believe that i'll need to vomit out 7k of words that are proven in research. .________.

There are tons of china people in my class. Not that i hate them or anything. Its just me being me with crappy chinese skills. xD

Met a malaysian and he asked me why didn't I study in UWE instead since most of my friends would be there. Its actually a great question. It's really hard for me to get to know new friends since i'm an introvert but than again, i always find myself making decisions like these. I would prefer to have to meet new friends in a new environment instead of sticking to the same people especially if I don't like the environment. hahaha. YES. I do not fancy the environment in Taylors so I suppose it would be similar in UWE.

And me being an introvert, I sometimes LOVE spending time ALONE although people might think im weird or not friendly or etccccccccc. There are times when I would love to hang around with friends but there are also times where I like to be alone. Its just fun not needing to talk or wait or walk with others. I can control everything without having to let other know or concerning bout what others might think :D

I won't say i've met any new true friends atm, but there are some hi and bye friends which hopefully would turn into my true friends over the semester. :D

Gonna be volunteering for a cricket event tomorrow and im hoping its gonna be fun! ;D

Review: Blink Pets' Bakery Pupcake and Cheesecakes

To repay my 4 dogs for what that's gonna happen on the next 13 days which will last for the whole year after.....
I've decided to treat them extra special this year for their bdays because they obviously deserves better than what they have been receiving :)

I'm just happy that each of them at least took a bite.
Though it was disappointing to see KiKi not favoring it, but oh well, she resembles me so who cares! We're picky with our food <3 :d="" br="" cute="" find="" i="" it="">
The other 3 enjoyed it and it actually smelled pretty good :)
And i realized all 4 of them were afraid of fire ngehehehehehe.

Taking pictures was the hard part.
I SALUTE TO THOSE THAT COULD KEEP THEIR DOGS CLOSE TO THE FOOD AND MAKE THEM STAY THEN GET THE CAMERA AND SNAP PICTURES.

You guys ROCK! *hands down*