Comeback!

after neglecting my blog for 4 months. finally back!
a friend of mine which will not be named recently found out bout my past and keeps on digging it back up.

I'm confidence enough to say that my relationship with my ex won't be as awkward as before since its been years and its in the past. We've both matured, like duhhhh. But this friend of mine keeps questioning our current relationship worrying that we are still in the awkward zone. -.-

Its almost impossible for us to stay awkward since i'm pretty sure i'll be seeing him often in the future. Yes, maybe not that often now, but in the future since we have mutual friends and they're all really close with him. So UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT AVOIDING HIM. If my friends were to invite him out on an outing / event that I happen to attend, so be it. You can't expect us to be chatting 24/7 since both of us haven't met for years after the break up. Yes, i mean years. At least we both understand that awkwardness wouldn't bring any good to us in the future.

We chat, we said bye and hugged as a friend during our last meet up. that's a big improvement. :D
We might not be as natural like we used to, but yeah.. its part of the process xD
So for those who worries that he broke my heart and thinks that his a bad guy years ago and I should hate him for the rest of my life..........
I personally don't think so? We were just young and innocent i must say?
Some even thought that I refuse to get into a new relationship because i'm still stuck in the past.
Well that's a BIG NO. I don't think i would ever turn into that way for a guy.
Its just that I haven't found the right guy. My personality might also be the problem, the way i treat my friends and my bf differs.

So yes, if any of you are reading this and thought that way, I know ALOT of you guys do.......
You're obviously wrong. my wound has healed completely and i've moved on! As for when i'm gonna get back to dating..... i'll leave that to faith. :)