Superstitious

I'm not always superstitious. but at times like these, I prefer to be superstitious. :)
I dreamt of Kiki during my trip in Blackpool ♥
I would like to believe that her soul is in peace. :_)

It was a short dream but it meant a lot.
Thanks for visiting me in my dream baby! ♥

Excitement?

i'll be back home soon but i'm not even excited to get home anymore. ):

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The fact that I can only see her through pictures now is painful T_T
knowing that i'll never see her when I get back home...

My phone is full of pictures of her and myself.
I'll get to scroll through my instagram and phone gallery whenever i miss her
Looking at others playing with their dogs just makes me sad.
It makes me think of the memories we shared.

Yes, i'm still not over her and I don't think I can see dogs the same way I used to.
I MISS HER. no matter what and how people think of me doesn't really matter.

WHY MUST I THINK OF HER NOWWWWW. DURING MY TRIP. OTL

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